Sunday, September 10, 2006 9/10/2006 03:27:00 am
Dear all,
Mr. Lee CK and I, we were at the project room from 9am - 11am to review your VPP but none of you were around even though three of you put your names down on the attendance list ( with two signatures).... which I feel is quite dishonest. Hence I have striked them off.Please be at the project room next Monday at 8.30 am, 11th Sept. to explain your frequent absenteeism and feed back to me your VPP progress. I have a meeting at 9 am......so please be punctual.
Regards.
Here is what I replied to my lecturer.
Dear Dr Chong,
I was attending the Industrial Visit to ST Marine this morning till late afternoon. Before i left for the Industrial Visit, I went to the project room at 8am to sign in and I thought it was okay to sign in as I went for the Industrial Visit. On thurs morning 7 Sept, I did went to look for you and told you about the Industrial visit that I have to attend in the morning and I do not know what time it end. I'm sorry for causing such a misunderstanding.
Regards.
WTF is wrong with this lecturer?! I did mention to her the day before that I'll be going for the industrial visit and I thought it is okay to sign in before I go for the industrial visit.
Just wondering why does people can just take it as nothing has happen. WTF is wrong with her? I just couldn't take it lying down this way. Why? I have been asking myself with lots of WHY. Why can she just let go so easily, what am I to her?! Nothing at all! But i finally understood. When that someone you love stop loving you, they can be so cruel to you. That's it the world is cruel! ARGH!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!! I need more soccer, just more and more. Keep it coming and coming. And will that lecturer stop picking on me?!
I walked up to you knowing,
That what you'd say would break my heart,
My feelings were still there,
But unfortunately yours were not.
I walked up to you knowing,
Exactly what you would say,
Our memories leaving, a relationship ending,
All within one minute of the day.
I walked up to you knowing,
What you'd say would make me cry,
That after you said it,
I'd feel like I'd want to die.
So as I walked up to you,
With depression upon my face,
I knew at that moment,
That I'd soon be replaced.
It wasn't long until I got there,
You said, "I'm sorry, it's over",
I knew it was coming,
And your no longer my lover.
Then I walked away slowly,
Crying, saddened, feeling empty,
Everyone ready to come up,
And give me sympathy.
I didn't know why you did this,
I had absolutely no clue,
But I just expected it,
Since I felt awkward around you.
I'm only hurting myself,
By thinking about it,
Wondering why you hurt me,
Wondering if you meant it.
I will not know that,
Until I see you tomorrow,
But I will not ask you,
I will feel too much sorrow.
When I look at you,
I will feel the same way,
But I only want to know,
Why you pushed me away.